Oh how quickly the tides can change.
My last post I sat in this same spot on the couch and wrote about how I was feeling so high on life.
Tonight I'm sitting here in the dark as my computer screen puts off a harsh glow that aggravates my already pounding headache.
And eating my words
My patience bottomed out this evening.
It has been a long hot day.
A long hot two weeks for that matter.
And tonight, I finally gave into this cloud of anxiety and stress that has been following me/us around.
I'm not sure how else to describe my feelings right now other than just plain overwhelm-ing-ness-ful.
And tonight after trying to fight off a headache for hours, Taegan and Lilah-Grace pulled my hair...HARD.
And I snapped.
I went from reading them a story and tickling their stomachs to...
Done.
They must have know I meant business b/c that was the fastest/easiest bedtime routine...
Ever.
So, unlike the other evening where I was sitting here enjoying every last second of my evening in peace,
tonight I popped two Tylenol PMs and I hope to be knocked out in a few minutes.
Here's to a better tomorrow.
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